| Apr. 14th, 2005 @ 01:54 pm take me to the clouds above: |
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I'm Feeling:  sad
I'm Hearing: Lmc Vs U2 - Take Me to the Clouds Above
it's raining at the castle on my last day here.
we keep saying the castle is crying because we have to leave it.
i am only here for another 16 hours, and then i leave for london, and my flight leaves at 12:30 p.m. GMT.
that's 8:30 a.m. at home.
my wardrobe key is in the lock where i found it.
my bags are packed, sitting on the floor, on my bed, and on my desk beside me.
the only things that remained to be packed are my laptop, as well as ducky, D2-seuss, and tim, my stuffed animals who will go in my carry on bag.
i will return my room key card early tmr morning.
last night was the last party of our stay at the ISC.
good times were had by all.
at the end of the night i went up to andrew, my children's lit prof, and told him that even though i'm not an english major and absolutely suck at english now, i loved his class and that although he was my hardest prof ever he was also the most awesome i ever had and that i loved him.
he thanked me, genuinely shocked i'm sure, and i gave him a hug and had to leave cause i was starting to cry.
i came home and katie was here, home from her scotland trip and she thought i was absolutely drunk cause i looked so awful.
i told her what happened and went online and talked to josh, and he was really good about the whole thing.
i talked to him this morning, and the next time i talk to him (not tonight) i will be talking to his face.
this is crap.
i love it here.
i don't know what to think.
i want to stay.
i want to leave.
it's crap.
utter, complete, absolute crap.
people keep telling me i can come back to england.
it's not england i'll miss.
it's buck and ruth and zachey and simon and all the SLCs and andrew and the ducks and going to school in a castle and the rain and even the awful food.
i can come back to england, but the only thing that will remain of this experience will be my memories because we won't ever be here again.
oh God, this is crap.
readjustment will be hard.
i will be a cranky bitch, i know it.
no one will appreciate my company for the first few days, so God bless them if they live through it.
anyway.
that's it for here, i guess.
i loved it.
every minute.
-Me |
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